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| Monday, December 18, 2006 |
| I am becoming open to the idea of being more open. |
I am going to begin blogging again.
I have decided to let my students add me, but will not add them in the interest of protecting myself.
I am so very close to being where I want to be: out of debt with a steady job.
I am re-opening doors I had shut with my Dad, with people I'd done business with that had gone sour, and within myself.
I am listening to a lot of Muse, GYBE!, Mogwai and Snow Patrol, because epic change should be met with epic music.
I am finishing a Design homepage that I can maintain and is up to standards - mine as well as the Web's.
I am going to start making mix CD's and post them in the same way that online blogs do.
I'm going to get my blogs together; MySpace for some reason won't let me date blogs before 2005, despite the fact that some of them were written in 2004. But I'll repost them.
I'm ready as I'm ever going to be.
Close eyes. Breathe in, slowly. Open eyes. Breathe out.
Begin.
Currently listening : Eyes Open By Snow PatrolLabels: BASIS, blog, design, family, jobs, mixing, music, MySpace, school |
posted by Steve @ 8:11 PM  |
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| Wednesday, May 31, 2006 |
| Back. |
Rachel and I have finally moved into our new, temporary digs. It's just until August when, hopefully, I'll be working full time as a teacher. Meantime, send me a message on IM, an email or whatever.
Also, I'm going back to my other MySpace account to do journalling. This wasn't really supposed to be a personal thing ... it's supposed to be for my music, so now that the Basis fiasco is coming to a conclusion through the lawyers, I'm going back there. But I'm not leaving you. Just returning to normal life. If you wanna contact me, there's email, MySpace, IM, etc.
Cheers Steve
Currently listening : Eyes Open By Snow PatrolLabels: BASIS, house, moving |
posted by Steve @ 10:25 PM  |
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| Saturday, May 20, 2006 |
| About Instant Messaging |
So, there's been a lot of talk about IM is The Evil on TV lately. I also realised recently that not all parents are anywhere near as comfy with IM as I am, though few people are - I've had the same AOL IM account since 1995.
So I decided to write a little doodad on IM in relation to parents and what to do and what not to do. I think it's useful and practical and will neither have parents banning its use nor getting anybody in trouble.
OK, so, if you're from BASIS, and you want to IM me, please have your parents read this. There's obviously no way I can make you do this, but I promise it won't scare them into killing your account. I'd also feel a lot more comfortable knowing that you and your parents have read it. Plus I'm really, really tired of people being afraid of it.
http://www.impulsenine.com/IM.htm
Currently listening : Ratatat By RatatatLabels: BASIS, IM, parents, TV |
posted by Steve @ 12:38 AM  |
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| Monday, May 08, 2006 |
| More BASIS answers |
So, a few more thoughts on this big old mess.
This is a long post, but 'twould be best to read through it if you're interested in this mess. It's pretty obviously directed at my old students at Basis.
The mixtapes had nothing to do with getting fired, since I stopped making them (like they asked me to). Whether or not they'll continue ... we'll see.
I've found that there's no legal basis (heh) from which Basis can keep me from talking to people, at all. Basically, you can't make huge demands from someone that you just severed from your company. Maybe in some backwards pre-industrial countries you can, but not in the U.S. I just hope they don't cite this post as an excuse to not send my last check (which would also be illegal).
I am going to ask permission to come to graduation - as it is, if I were to go to Basis I'd be arrested for trespassing (and I was told this pretty specifically).
This was my first teaching experience. I wish it could have gone better, obviously, but if not for the feedback I've been getting from sympathetic students and teachers, I'm certain I would have quit teaching entirely.
Thank you for making it basically impossible for me to disappear, in the way that the Administration wanted.
I have you to thank for keeping my sense of purpose and to no small extent, you've lifted me from a very, very depressing situation. Thank you.
Most students know, by now, that my AOL AIM is bmacphisto; I also have ICQ (555-8940) and Yahoo! (impulsenine). While I am out a lot trying to find jobs and other Life things, I'm around a lot to pack the house to move, and it's always nice to hear from people; I suppose it would be mostly students via that medium since I usually exchange those antiquated eMail things with teachers...
Totally random side notes:
ICQ gives out their numbers sequentially. I think they're in the hundreds of millions. My number is at 5 million and happens to correspond with those funny 555 numbers you see in movies. This is 'cos I first started using chat clients in 1997. Isn't that scary? I'm either a super geek or way ahead of my time. Probably both.
I'm really sorry I couldn't DJ the pool party and dance. Those of you in 7th and 8th grades ought to make a suggestion list to be reviewed and given to the DJ. Believe me, this will help everybody involved. Also, make me proud (like you usually did) and DANCE. My dance involved the boys and girls in opposite corners staring at their shoes for two hours. Most of the 8th graders shouldn't have a problem with this but ... still.
Continuing the rants!
So what's next? Well, I'm going get my teaching cert as fast as I can, for one, so that I can join a proper teachers' union. Rachel and I are moving to a smaller, cheaper place so that we can cut bills and, frankly, to force us to get rid of some of the stuff we just don't need. Like my old He-Man collection.
I am also hoping to get a few emails from my students that actually finished their 5-minute project, or houses. I am sorry they were never hung, though I don't honestly blame Mrs. Sand for not doing it. I figured it would take between 3-5 hours to hang them all, if I had enough caffeine to start out.
Take it easy on her - she's in much the same spot I was in when I first arrived.Labels: BASIS, DJ, IM, teaching |
posted by Steve @ 7:22 PM  |
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| Wednesday, May 03, 2006 |
| For anyone who cares |
"You may not contact the parents or students"
This phrase is in my dismissal letter. I doubt it's even legal, but even then, I am not contacting anyone. This URL is only going to be found by those looking for me; I was not barred from being contacted. As tempted as I am to give the whole, stupid story, I'm waiting until I get legal advice to do so. Still, I feel that I am being slandered and while I will possibly persue legal action to prevent that, I want to set a few things very straight: A clarification, then: 1. I did NOT quit. 2. Teaching at BASIS is the single most fulfilling thing I've ever done. Ever. I'm including writing my own albums, climbing to the top of Mount Fuji, and the depths of the Grand Canyon. Graduating college pales in comparison. The only thing I can think of that makes me happier than my time there is my wife, and, occasionally, my car. 3. I would finish the year, given the chance. But that's not in my power. 4. I have asked a lot of people who ought to know, and all of them agree that the circumstances surrounding this are groundless. Currently listening : Staring at the Sea: The Singles By The CureLabels: BASIS, teaching |
posted by Steve @ 5:44 PM  |
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| Monday, May 01, 2006 |
| Rumors of my death are greatly exaggerated |
... but I certainly feel a little dead. The reasons and circumstances of why I am not at BASIS will be detailed in full, but not yet. There is no ending to this story, yet, but I expect one within a few weeks. Labels: BASIS, teaching |
posted by Steve @ 9:04 AM  |
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| Sunday, April 16, 2006 |
| Steve and Mr. McMackin |
So I've been found by my students at BASIS school in Tucson on MySpace. This is a good thing - I like my kids. Therefore, all of you - send me a message or friend request and I'll see you on here. I promise not to peddle my music on you .. much. Labels: BASIS, MySpace, school |
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| Wednesday, April 05, 2006 |
| Exciting Event no. 13: Unofficial confirmation/Houses |
| I talked to my boss yesterday about, well, how I screwed up some things and did well in another. I've been a bit stressed about something lately, and I brought it up: what's the other Art teacher position that they've been thinking about (i.e., who's that skank who said, "oh, I might be working as the Art teacher next year" - no, that's not what I said but what I thought)? And this person said that with myself and another teacher in the lunch room and the other teacher said that I looked like someone just walked over my grave. You can't blame me for gettin' my hair up about it: this is my first stable job with any benefits, I like my job, and I make three times my previous high rate of income. Turns out that they'll just have two teachers - and since she has 17 years' experience in this field and at this grade level, she'll be top of the program, which is fine with me as long as I'm employed full-time doing what I like to do: teach. Also seems that there may be a Digital Art class next year that I would be teaching, if they can get the hardware (read: computers) for it. Finally, I'm designing a house - actually it's not that simple, let me back up. I assigned every one of my students (~200) the same thing: construct a cool house on an 8.5" x 11" piece of paper, so that it will hang sideways along with everyone elses' houses, and the more creative the better. I've had a pretty dizzying variety - shacks, caves, UFO's, mushrooms, etc., etc.. But my 8th graders have been so wonderful lately that they need little to no instruction - leaving me a bit bored, or cleaning, or grading. So I'm using that time to make a house of my own, in my own assignment. Of course, I built a sort of 'dream home' for Rachel and myself (we have conversations about this kinda thing from time to time). Of course there's a risk in this: I need to prove to my kids that I'm really good - that I'm worth listening to as a teacher. So hopefully this doesn't blow up in my face. I doubt it, though. I'm enjoying myself genuinely and my artwork has universally been great when I do and put time into it. EDIT: It's kinda sad looking back on this.
 | Currently reading : The Sandman Vol. 7: Brief Lives By Neil Gaiman |
Labels: apartments, BASIS, house, school, teaching, work |
posted by Steve @ 10:35 PM  |
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| Saturday, March 18, 2006 |
| Exciting Event no. 10: Intermission |
| I am now in Tucson for Spring Break, and this allows me to do a few things - basically, to clean and plan. But that stuff's relatively boring and relegated to the bottom of this blog. I decided recently that I'm still a pretty big slacker. So I'm trying an experiment. I'm letting myself slack to an extent, but I'm limiting my options to "acceptable" ways of slacking. I've decided that all of these things are ways I can allow my self to slack off: - Post a MySpace blog.
- Play guitar and work on Ignition (my new album).
- Dream up new Art class assignments.
- Consider and note new ideas for my car.
- Update my homepage.
I'm hoping that by doing this, I'll either stop slacking or at least, have a good blog, finished album, an interesting Art class, an awesome car, and a cool homepage by the time I learn not to slack. To clean the apartment to help prepare to move; I've already fixed a toilet and am about 7/8ths of the way through re-organizing and going through all of our files (W2's, reciepts, titles, etc.). This also has other, cooler things I can do with a week of time on my hands. I inherited a pile of about 300 CD's from Maloney's when they went with an all-Mp3 based system. A lot of them are crap, and a lot of them are scratched, but I figure this is as good as any an opportunity to add to my Mp3 collection. I can attempt to give Rachel a functioning computer (again). I even have a legit copy of XP to use now, too, so that'll save some headache. And to plan for the rest of the semester at school. I really jumped into the semester but had a lot of problems with organization. Now that I'm more or less caught up with that part (heh, though I still have a huge pile o' grading to do yet), I can start planning lessons a bit better, maybe through the whole year (I hope).
 | Currently reading : Silverlock By John Myers Myers |
Labels: BASIS, blog, cars, Ignition, Maloney's, mp3, MySpace, school, taxes, teaching |
posted by Steve @ 7:55 PM  |
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| Monday, February 27, 2006 |
| Exciting Event no. 10 (full version): Breaking Radio Silence / Job |
| The previous post - about a month ago - said that I was pretty sure I had a new job. I did. But it's an amusing tale so I will share it. The last post was put up around midnight on Tuesday, January 31st. The previous day, Monday, started out looking pretty bleak. I had 2 days left in the month, lots of bills and basically no money. A few weeks previous, I had become a member of the Maloney's Rejects. The week before that, Rachel and I had both been sick with a fever for a week (being absent for a week contributed strongly to the Reject thing, to top it off). So we had missed something like 2/3rds of our income for the month, and didn't even have the nice buffer we expected out of what turned out to be a placid New Year's Night at Maloney's. I will unleash the bile I have stored up about that at another time. I got so desperate to find employment, I was going to be a DJ at TD's (a strip club). I applied for Unemployment and Food Stamps. But let's back up even more. A few days before even this, I found myself tutoring a grade-school kid about the physical properties of light (and Bernoulli's Principle also and how it powers flight). I decided I ought to look for a job tutoring at a Charter school (which doesn't require a teaching degree)... and promptly did not do that at all. At least not until the Monday that started our story. That Monday, I started calling all of the Charter schools in Tucson, in alphabetical order, and trying to find a job tutoring. One did decide to give me an interview the next day - BASIS [sic.] Tucson. So I showed up at BASIS Tucson, and was shooed in to talk to Olga Block, the director. Olga was from Eastern Europe, shrewd, and to the point. We talked about what educational experience I had - lots of individual tutoring in Okinawa, basically - and talked for about 20 minutes. She then told me that she didn't need me in Tucson, or for that matter to teach any of the subjects I had listed. She wanted me up in Scottsdale to teach kids there Art. She wanted me there as soon as possible, and sent me to check out the Art class in that school. During the meeting, I got a phone call from the Unemployment Office, who wanted to interview me to verify eligibility. Obviously, I never answered. I arranged to borrow AZ and Tasha's car (Rachel's being needed to get her to work and mine was still in the shop) and stay with my Grandfather-In-Law, Howard. He and his wife are ridicuously kind people - they are the same ones that put together that truck of Rachel's and gave it to us. I was to check out BASIS on Thursday, and do a demo lesson on Friday. This of course is an insanely tiny amount of time to put together a lesson, but I did it. Turns out, though, that the regular teachers were the ones teaching the Art classes. Why? Well ... the short version goes something like this. Back in August, Mrs. Bae was a fine Art teacher who got pregnant and took her maternity leave. She had a few subs while she was gone, naturally. Then in October she came back ... and left just two weeks later when her husband was promoted and moved to L.A.. Then they got another teacher or two. The most recent one tripped on a backpack and smashed her head into a chair, suffering severe head trauma and bleeding all over the place to the horror of her class. Naturally, she wasn't going to teach for awhile and in the meantime the other teachers had taken turns on their breaks substituting. Howard and Anita (the grandparents in law) live in Peoria, and with rush-hour traffic I needed a full hour and a half and almost fifty miles of driving to get to work. This is not fun. I arrived on time on Thursday, though, and when I got there, there really wasn't an Art class to observe (what with the teachers not doing Art) - so I started teaching. I had to improvise 4 Art lessons with kids I'd never met in a situation I'd never been in. It was stressful but fun in a mad way and I made it through Thursday pretty well. That night, I had the "let's talk about God and politics" conversation with Howard and despite my comparatively wishy-washy stances on Christianity (I am Catholic, but not anywhere nearly as religious as he is as a Protestant), it went perfectly well. On Friday, I improvised several lessons and ... totally had the worst time with the one I had actually planned. Rather ironic, really, that the bosses (being Olga and the Director) saw my worst lesson. But they hired me anyway. Almost on a lark, and because so many had just ejected due to burnout. I think they could tell that I was ridiculously enthusiastic and not so subject to just bailing out on them. That night I drove down to Tucson quite elated, and came back up to Prescott to buy AZ & Tasha's new car (a '63 VW), and say hello to the in-laws who live there. The next Tuesday was my first day back, though I had to drive Rachel's truck all the time. Since then, I've been staying with my Mom who lives in a much more central location in Phoenix and my transit time went from and hour and a half to about 30 minutes. And of course now I have more things to talk about: the school, the kids, and so on but that will undoubtedly take up the next several entries... Labels: art, BASIS, debt, DJ, in-laws, Maloney's, money, school, Scottsdale, teaching |
posted by Steve @ 3:58 PM  |
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| Wednesday, February 01, 2006 |
| Exciting Event no. 10: High hopes |
| I .... may have a new job. Will know for sure on Friday and if I do - it looks like I do - believe me this will be a long post, indeed. Labels: BASIS, jobs, money, school |
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